recovering art blog


Anonymous: hi. did you leave tumblr or did you delete a lot of posts? haven’t seen you in awhile. i hope you’re doing well! lots of love.

Mostly just not here much anymore. Especially won’t be on here since they’re banning titties like omg



Anonymous: u look like the eraserhead baby

Honestly…good burn lol



catwalkcats:
“  Lea Seydoux by Eric Guillemain for Elle Korea March 2013
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performativerelics:
“Kerry James Marshall - Beauty Examined (1993)
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Anonymous: Not sure if you would b able to answer this but do u know any good queer spots in the city to dance (that don’t card lol)

ohhh mann, secret project robot maybe but they do sometimes card 



Anonymous: hi!! im pretty sure i have narcolepsy and my sleep doctor thinks i might have it as well, but it’s almost 100% sure that i also have sleep apnea, do u know if you can have both sleep apnea & narcolepsy?

You have have both but EDS is caused by sleep apenea and if EDS is your only symptoms it’s most likely the apnea. If you have symptoms of REM intrusion then you should ask your sleep doctor about getting an PSG and MSLT.



Anonymous: lol all of these white people are getting offended as if they don’t tell the world how much they hate poc

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Anonymous: U posted an ig story that said kill all white people but whatever

It’s graffiti I didn’t write it lol. Somebody is writing that all over the city it’s a thing. Doesn’t mean I agree with it Jesus Christ.



Anonymous: do you ever get sleep paralysis or false awakening loops?

I get sleep paralysis every night and I get it sometimes in the morning but not that often. I used to get a lot of false awakening loops but I found some medications made them worse and im not on those meds anymore. I dont really get them anymore but I do get hypnopompic hallucinations in the morning often. 

SP doesn’t really bother me that much anymore because I get it daily, I didn’t used to get it but I started getting it more frequently and since I went off xyrem I get it nightly. its ok tbh its really not that bad. 



Anonymous: having recovered from an ED is it triggering or weird for you to be keto?

sometimes, at the end of the day I think keto has helped because it really puts an emphasis on nutrition and meeting your macros. 

I wouldn’t say I have recovered from my ED, I have had a lot of relapses especially lately. my daily stimulants dont help to be honest, I take 60mg of vyvanse in the morning and then 10mg of IR Ritalin twice in the afternoon, its kind of a recovering anorexic’s nightmare.

the only difficult thing with keto is that there is nutritional ketosis which is the common diet macro ratio, and then there is therapeutic ketosis which is used to treat epilepsy and narcolepsy. with nutritional ketosis you basically just have to stay in a ketogenic state which normally changes from 20-30g of carbohydrates a day. but for treatment, the ratio is a lot less flexible, and your protein macro is reduced. its about 85-90% fat, and splitting protein and carbs in your remaining macros. nutritional keto is about 60% fat, 30% protein, 10% carbs. because therapeutic ketosis is a lot more strict it doesn’t require me to track more carefully and weight my food which is kinda triggering at times.



Anonymous: 'kill all white people' seriously? i get the hate and how much shit white people actually do, but seriously? u disgust me, unfollowed.

when did I say kill all white people lol?



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